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You're not in my heart, You're not in my head, You were never there for me, You're loosing me again. You could have tried a little harder, You could have spent some more time, You could have told me your feelings Instead of breaking this heart of mine. I kept it all inside, I kept it locked away, Hidden in a safe place, I'll never love again. I only ever wanted you to care, All I wanted was to be with you. You told me you loved me, I fooled myself into thinking it true. So sick of these lies. Screaming inside. Insanity becomes my reality. As you tear apart my life.

Tears Glisten In My Eyes. by partially-crazy, literature

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Tears Glisten In My Eyes.

I'm broken deep inside, No one even knows, The way you make me feel, In my heart and in my soul. All I wanted to do, Was fall in love with you, I shouldn't want to cry, When you look me in the eye. My heart is torn apart, You hold it in your hands As it falls to pieces, It's under your command. The effect you have on me, It's plain for all to see, I want you more than anything. I shouldn't love you like I do.

'Cos you're not there. by partially-crazy, literature

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'Cos you're not there.

I hadn't planned on wanting you this much, I find myself longing, craving your touch, I just can't feel it, 'cos you're not there, At the place you should be, I stand and stare. It doesn't feel right, it isn't the same, My heart remains empty, I have no aims. While you're away, I think about life, All the hurt, the anger, the pain, and the strife. All these things spring to mind when you're not here, I think of you, everything becomes clear, You were the one good thing in my life. I could take away all this pain, with one slash of my knife. But I don't, I'm holding on for you, For the day that you return to me.

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Hearts of Sorrow by partially-crazy, literature

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Hearts of Sorrow

Hearts of Sorrow. It's you that makes me die inside, And its always you that makes me cry. I ask myself why I still love you, There are no words or reasons I just do. You were always the same, always this way, I know you too well, I've got nothing to say I look at my reflection, in the pool of tears, Laid out before me, are all my hopes and fears. They say I'm a fool for loving you, I hear their whispers, they call you a fool too Yet in different ways, we both are fools You fool with my heart, I'm a fool for you. The sound of your laugh, that twinkle in your eye I need to let go, but my heart won't say goodbye. Deep in my soul

My Path. by partially-crazy, literature

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My Path.

The good times have passed, But my memories, they will last. As I open my eyes, And look into the skies, I see the path I am supposed to take. I'm alone in the world, Far from the threats that you hurled Now that I'm away from all the things you do, I realise that my life is incomplete without you. Is this really the path I am meant to take? Lying on my own at night, I remember the times when we used to fight But afterwards, it was easy to pretend, That nothing had happened, it was okay in the end This cannot be the path for me! Because I know that the path that was made for me, Always ends in you and me And if that path does

Only I.. by partially-crazy, literature

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Only I..

As the Sun begins to rise, I turn to you and look into your eyes They take me to places where I've never been They show me things which no one has seen I see past all those acts that you put on I see they you that is almost gone Only I can see this side of you, Only I can see why you do the things you do, Only I can see the tears you cry Only I can see the way you lie To all the people around you.

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Our World... by LostReality, literature

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Our World...

I don't get it anymore. This world has become drugs galore, and as another joint is passed around, kids are shot down in the heat of the night, drug dealers protecting their merchandise, it's more valuable than any youth's life. I'm not addicted but I've done my fair share, and as I quit being so impaired, I see how screwed up it could've been, if I would've kept putting them in, I would've become another bum on the streets, panhandling to make ends meets. Cutting through the sorrow and pain, scars of days when the times were bad, memories that will never go away. Hatred for the world only building, from the ashes of some of

I love you. by Ruby-Shoes, literature

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I love you.

I can't begin to describe, How much I love you, How much I long for you, Just to be here in my arms. The way you make me feel, Is the best feeling I've ever had, Through my whole lifetime, You're the one that's made me whole. You're the one that I think of when I sleep, The one that keeps me going, You're the one that warms my heart, And lights my face with a smile. I try not to cry at the thought, That I couldn't be with you, It makes me feel alone in darkness, With nobody there to guide me to the light. But, then you say those 3 words, The ones I have longed to hear forever, Just those 3 words…"I love you.". They flood my

Falling. by Ruby-Shoes, literature

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Falling.

I'm falling all over again, Only while I fall I don't die, Its like a dream, As I fall, before I hit ground, I awake. I awake inside myself, A match strikes within me, I see you and me. Together. A relationship, that cannot happen. A relationship existent, Only inside my head, Only within my mind, My imagination feels so real. So real that, I believe. I believe that it could be, Me and you, You and me, The vision is capturing me. Capturing me, within your heart, Keeping me from leaving, Making me fall deeper, Deeper into the depth… The depth of your heart, The depth of your love, The depth of yourself, The depth of you.

Nothing to Hope For. by Ruby-Shoes, literature

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Nothing to Hope For.

Thinking about the non-existent memories, The ones that cycle around my mind, The way your lips would feel touching mine, The way your hand would wrap around my waist. I can't help wondering what it would be like, To feel your breath against my neck, To feel you hold me in your arms, Like I was the most important thing in your life. I can't stop imagining what my life would be like, If you were with me all the time, If you loved me as much as I love you, So much, you would give your life for mine. But then, tragedy strikes in my heart, The hopes I have descend, The dream of you and me, Is crushed forever. Reality comes back to

So many questions unanswered. by Ruby-Shoes, literature

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So many questions unanswered.

There are so many things in this life. Things I don't understand. About myself. About my emotions. It kills me so much not to know who I am. Not to know why I do the things I do. I don't know why I cry when I'm offended. I don't know why I cry when I'm worried. Why does my heart skip when I see the one I love? Why do I feel the need to bite my nails, When I know I shouldn't. Why do I question everything put in front of me. Why am I afraid of being exposed? Why am I afraid of laughter piercing me, With the sharpness of its tongue directed at me. Why do I bite my lips every 5 minutes? There are so many questions unanswered for m

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Bleeding yet not defeated. by partially-crazy, visual art

Bleeding yet not defeated.

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United Kingdom
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Newcastle..the joy.
Favourite genre of music: Emo, Metal, Rock, Punk
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Metallic Pink Ipod Mini (it sucks.)
Shell of choice: a one from the sea..?
Skin of choice: MINE!
Personal Quote: RAWR!

Favourite Visual Artist

I don't have a favourite : I like what I like.

Favourite Movies

13 Ghosts, House of Wax, The Grudge.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Bullet For My Valentine. ^_^

Favourite Writers

See above.

Favourite Games

The SIMS 2!

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 2/XBox.

Tools of the Trade

2B pencil (among others) Bloo Pen!

Other Interests

Music Drawing and my Friends..AND KIIRK! <3

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partially-crazy

Feb 17, 2006

Some Stuff..

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105 unique questions about you.. Middle name: Lee...skanker. School: Ash High. Birthday: 15th Octooober. Astrological sign: Liiiiibra! Chinese sign: Goat, I think. Do you even believe in astrology? Well...uhh when ya read ya horoscopes and stuffs..they're normally right about me..so I guess..! Are your parents still together?: Yes Are you the youngest or oldest?: Aheehee, I'm an only child...so..both! What size shoe do you wear? 4 1/2 What size ring do you wear?: I think it's something like an M.. Appearence Hair color: Dark Broown-ish...shall soon have a SHOCK OF PINK! :P Eye color: Browny-Greeny...issshh! Height: Like 5 foot 1

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partially-crazy

Nov 15, 2005

woo! partaay!

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Mood: Woooohooo! :w00t!: happpeeee! Listening to: All I Want For Christmas-My Chemical Romance Reading: The Earth, My Butt and Other Big Round Things/The Subtle Knife. Well...yuh...I seen this around, so i stole it :D lol 7 things that scare me [1] Public Humiliation. [2] Being Alone In Life. [3] My loved ones being upset. [4] Having No one to Turn to. [5] Clowns [6] Doing Regretion...Its Damned Scary. [7] Pervy Old Blokes. 7 things i like the most [1] Friends (loooof yous!) [2] Family [3] Kirk [4] Music [5] Drawing [6] Summertime! [7] Coke! 7 important things in my room [1] iPod! woo! [2] Sketchbook [3] Clothes [4] Ma

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partially-crazy

Nov 11, 2005

Devious Journal Entry

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Mood : :jedi: well not really.. :puke::sneeze: Listening to: My Humps-Black Eyed Peas Reading: The Subtle Knife by Philip Pullman. Well today, I wasn't at school,:tears:I have a feeling that I missed a lot, but life goes on... Anyways, everybody knows about John...but the difference is, I dunno if I still like him..yuh. :ahoy: Right, but...Err. And...I can't say it, so I shan't. lol. Not a lot is going on really.:(.I'm single, still...but..y'know how it is..:salute: Apparently I have done something sexy with my hair, but i haven't done anything to it...unless! Someone...NO! A RACCOON crept into my room last night with some scissors..and l

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lilelfgrl

Mar 13, 2006

my friend natalia says your awesome because you like pete wentz

xxchamchixx

Feb 28, 2006

Thank you for adding "Y0U BE L0VE" to your favourites!

Much love!!

partially-crazy

Feb 18, 2006

O 15-16

O wow.... wow... well...2 years out

...only 14

Pink-ninjas

Feb 8, 2006

HI kat!
i finally worked out one thing!
i love you're sight, but i think you're gonna have to show me how to do that!!!
you're piccas are looosh!
love ya
- lil p -

nice avatar!

hello!!! i found u!! yay i wish i cud use that HIM font on here too, it wud be so much fun!!

Haq-eye

Dec 27, 2005

Current Age: Take a guess..? The closest one gets a cookie!

i guess 15 or 16